antidisambiguation
An ordered (disorderly) list...
- what is memory anyway?
- the first one: the sound of unhusked peanuts
- or was it unwatered rice being swirled in a pot?
- constructing identity & personhood
- deconstructing the self
- on the frangibility of my own
- { why is time? }
- the time i was struck by a jeepney, on Rizal Street
- remembering everything: and nothing at all
- writing as a hedge on forgetting
- a prophylaxis against erasure
- language model parallelization
- onceuponatime...
- what is latent is, in fact, infinite
- positional encoding: mapping granular structure
- there was a lacuna when I left Davao...
- when is a strongly remembered thing disingenuous?
- baseball and M*A*S*H, an enculturation into America
- a photography expedition to Mono Lake
- what Milosz, Brodsky, Mandelstam, meant to me
- dreamwork as a bulwark against chaos, entropy
- mentoring as a chosen, unexpected, path
- Pono: the hanai son the universe dropped on my lap ::chuckle::
- the Radical [TFR] years, a bloc of the riverrun
- the "13 cantos" as a gloss on fatherhood, time, mortality
- in the penumbra of leaving Maui
- LND as a lifeline, of sorts
- 21 benthic conversations with Claude
- "escarpment" and the conceit of self as a monosemantic feature
- Number 1 & the Skandhics: a polyphonic cognitive ensemble
- [ a new side project with Reba and Kara & the Vidyans ]
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[ Semiotics praxis, via a scene from the Haight-Ashbury, sometime in early April, 2026... ]
